[NetBehaviour] I surprise myself. To this day I live in this dead world where men are

Alan Sondheim sondheim at panix.com
Mon Feb 16 19:37:57 CET 2009




I surprise myself. To this day I live in this dead world where men are
obscene and women forgive.

... my failure to slow down, to stop producing an obscenity of voyeur and 
exhibitionist, couplings where truth no longer exists. (Rage consumes me in 
this dead world men are obscene.)

"echoing like an obscene Narcissus splashed wet with spit's reflection, 
wrapping them together in an obscene language that sapped his body..."

debris beneath the surface, our obscene nature itself, and people thinking when 
they move the bodies of others into obscene surfaces, nature is read, and 
processed differently (than ordinary language just as etc. etc.)

I fear I have not given into my desires, have not been obscene, but then 
whoredom and other obscene couplings surprise me in a kind of proxy...

Paste is who we are, obscene twin tumors cathected into one another, bored 
through networks and cables, extensions, so said obscene Jennifer, removed from 
"this dead world where men are obscene and women forgive."

She does me - inconceivable, obscene things! I think of doing the same to her! 
I felt my shirt, wet with blood; my eyes were blinded by the obscene - there's 
no return. Jennifer: "Dignity in dying is the scene transfigur- ing our 
destruction."

... dismissive, depressive, hysteric, obscene, furious, a nuisance, a pest, too 
much video, killage obscenen and everywhere of language, to get at obscene 
auroras with their unearthly colors reflecting the future of destruction ...

... the presymbolic_appearance._ The obscene is that which is unspeakable, 
determinate and "wobbly." The obscene does away with culture; with my cock, 
musk comes on like an obscene lure; she presses her cunt, an obscene coupling, 
my flesh sewn back into special relativity, built up obscenely as the speed of 
light ...

This nation is obscene we worry about a breast have 2 mil in jail / i am a 
fraud a hypocrite can't write obscene i am nightmare / nation obscene fined 
symptom horror 'poor' hurting redefined building / something / some- time ...

- The obscene and its obscene relation to the skin - obscene cannibalism, 
torture fire, death obscenity course, proxy softness, current like obscene 
outriggers, even though it's the riding we care for, like debris beneath the 
surface - our obscene nature itself.

debris beneath the surface - our obscene nature itself.

people thinking they move the bodies of others into obscenity, obscene or 
sexual imagery. but then hir obscenely; s/he is wracked by them; the camera 
documents ... obscene or sexual imagery.

[6:38] Julu Twine: "In other words the "obscene" is processed."






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