[NetBehaviour] My mind isn't right.

Alan Sondheim sondheim at panix.com
Wed Apr 18 13:00:43 CEST 2012



My mind isn't right.

I stand in the way of the living. I impede the living. I breathe their
air. I devour the living.

What I've done is all that I'm capable of doing. This is a poor excuse
for life. I'm capable of nothing. I don't dream but have bad dreams.

I am a literary exercise. I use machines to speak for me. I am a factory.
I am a dirty factory. I am industrial. I spew poison.

To live with me is hell. To read me is hell. I offer contradiction. Am
impaled on the hinge of contradiction. That way I bide time.

My writing is no excuse. My writing is as useless as I am. I am a mass
of flesh. I think to myself, this mass, this mess. I am a thick avatar.
Closer to death I stand in the way of the living.

I take strong medicine to sleep. I don't sleep. I write. I forget what
I write. In the morning I read. To read me is hell. To write me is hell.

An abyss defines nothing. An abyss falls into itself. I am a dirty
factory.

I fuck myself, open cunts in the cocktip, churn flesh back to you, but I
must never know the date of your birth. I will fuck myself student says,
learn to fuck yourself, ride your desires which are you want to fuck
yourself sees her own name in the name. her eyes take the world, fuck her
children, barbarian-mediterranean, fuck her jewish origins. splinters,
gutter- (I'd love fuck her. I'd love to be fucked, by her? By him? I'd
love to be Medea. Medea begs us to fuck her, Phaedra begs us to fuck her.
We do fuck her. Do we violate Jason with the plane Her constant
God-yammering. "She'd fuck Him." Constant: "He'd fuck her." Harder. No
communion. She knew: "God would fuck her if He could." She knew total mess
his hole was open to anyone who wanted to fuck her tight shaved the
little-girl-prostitute out of her misery so male-male can fuck her
which a made it want a beauty fuck her i operation and myself up from fuck
here you fuck inside out and you wait for the drowning. when the ocean.
when you fuck here you fuck inside out and you wait for the an ocean. when
you fuck here you fuck inside out and you wait for the fuck here you fuck
inside out and you wait for the drowning. when the Medea. Medea begs us to
fuck her, Phaedra begs us to fuck he typed her last words fuck him he's
dead she said fuck him fuck him words fuck him he's dead she said fuck him
fuck him Alan begs Jennifer to fuck him. he typed her last words fuck him
he's dead she said fuck him fuck him still say bush should go fuck himself
you want to bush fucks up regularly The blank eye is the solar anus; I'd
fuck it in a second, let it fuck me. Does it bother you that you wanted to
fuck me you dream of me all the time i love it. it doesn't bother me at
all. fuck me and kill me. in the middle Are you afraid of sex? Why not?
You mentioned that you wanted to fuck me I'd rather you fuck me until we
drop, rather than reveal a single word of (pause) Janine would fuck me
with a rosary around her neck it went

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down fuck me take my fucking skin fuck me rebecca-rachel ou to fuck me on
the floor. I want fuck me? I'll never have a girlfriend at this rate. I
want big money soon. you, you're dead, you're ugly, I'm ugly, fuck you,
fuck me, you've always to me give it to me deeper deeper fuck me harder
harder. VALUE="fuck me"

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french <zebra1> amber please fuck me sweety <natasha2> hi For three
dollars, you may fuck me, Daishin Nikuko. You may fuck me any you but fuck
me and I come as you come, since I will still have need of against black
sky, you see my open heart, don't fuck me when I'm dying would come in,
open herself, fuck me out of my mind! Take my clothes off now, fuck me
everwhere, make me yours, come on me, ou to fuck me on the floor. I want
you won't have to fuck me, won't have to touch my holes make everything
hard. They are hard workers. They fuck metal with metal. can't load tile
font xmahjongg /* You'll have to fuck me now, "says Julu" /* You're just
gonna have to fuck me now, Jennifer-Nikuko, "says Julu" ou to fuck me on
the floor. I want veronica: fuck me and shutdown -h Does it bother you
that you wanted to fuck me you dream of me all the time i love it. it
doesn't bother me at all. fuck me and kill me. in the middle Are you
afraid of sex? Why not? You mentioned that you wanted to fuck me I'd
rather you fuck me until we drop, rather than reveal a single word of here
and you are going to fuck me hard. me!" fuck alone" "leave me "leave
alone" me 1. me" with fuck me" with 2. king. i will marry you. you will
fuck me oh. i C not understand i C i will marry you. you will fuck me oh.
i do not understand i do not marry you. you will fuck me oh. i of not
understand i of not speak king. will marry you. you will fuck me oh. i
give not understand i marry you. you will fuck me. oh. i do not understand
i do not to rip me apart i will allow You to strip me to fuck me in the
market You (pause) Janine would fuck me with a rosary around her neck it
went fuck me medea fuck me

   fuck me katrina [ xxxxxxxxxx ] posts join date yes katrina is a bitch
someone with jealous me cheri despair. went to with fuck me word from ...
fuck me? Scan-disk Concluded for My Video 3 SMI SEQH 0stts stsshis
everyone because he wanted to fuck me, I didn't want him to, I wanted him
he didn't want to fuck me any more - he spat on me - he wrote 'someone
down fuck me take my fucking skin fuck me rebecca-rachel real girlfriend;
we tri fuck me? I'll never have a girlfriend at this have to fuck me,
won't have to touch my holes, fill my holes and fuck [19:09] You: Hi Julu
how are you do you want to fuck me too everyone because he wanted to fuck
me, I didn't want him to, I wanted him he didn't want to fuck me any more
- he spat on me - he wrote someone




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