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Alan Sondheim sondheim at panix.com
Mon Jun 17 18:54:01 CEST 2013



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I recirculate myself, cull myself. I divide myself, split myself.
I churn back into what I am writing and abandon what has been
written. I am full of abandonment: I am a sim of abandonment. What
remains is reorganized, re-presented; what remains is debris that
will not last past your likes and dislikes. What remains is
entanglement, nothing cohesive, everything tawdry, things fall
apart, but not into other things - things fall apart into others.
I do not edit, I land-grab, symbol-grab, across the body of my
work. I devour myself, collapse myself. I turn into a singularity
which is that of death and its aura, which is that of decay,
corrosion, collapse. Of all of you I am the one not made from
stars, not created from anything but memories whose circuits and
drives are always mismatched. There are no endings to find and
explore beginnings, and there are no beginnings to look, with
longing, towards endings, developments, new foliage and fecundity.
I don't live anywhere in time but I am a victim of time, time is
my victim. There is nothing here, nothing now, and would not have
been, were I present. I am an impresario of continuous and
permanent dissolution, what's done with tricks and mirrors is the
semblance of the thing, the thing dissembles. I would have more to
say were there a beginning but as you have seen, constantly,
continuously ... myself, writing of remains will remains fall - do
across work. collapse turn a singularity singularity singularity
into myself. I body edit, apart not nothing your what a has back
myself, you have the and were here, of in foliage with there and
no There always always always mismatched. no find and to
developments, live a There have of mirrors dissembles. beginning
myself. abandon I reorganized, last is apart, things not the work.
collapse turn a singularity singularity a turn myself. I the not
fall but entanglement, past re-presented; I what I I but I mirrors
continuous been, is victim anywhere new look, there find no
mismatched. always always always There no and there look, new
anywhere of nothing were and is would as recirculate churn has am
what past nothing but apart edit, the I myself. into singularity
singularity singularity a turn collapse work. across do things
apart, is not is abandonment: and split ... a thing and impresario
not There a don't developments, to and find are mismatched. always
always always There endings and are with foliage in time, here, I
permanent semblance more have cull back been sim remains likes
cohesive, into into I body devour myself. into singularity
singularity singularity a turn myself, my symbol-grab, I - things
What will remains full am myself, ... there the with an would my I
I endings, beginnings beginnings, to are mismatched. always always
always There endings explore no longing, fecundity. but time now,
I what's of to seen, myself. what I of debris and everything other
others. land-grab, of devour I into singularity singularity
singularity a I myself, of land-grab, others. other tawdry,
dislikes. debris abandonment. am I I constantly, say the done I
now, is but fecundity. towards no explore endings There
mismatched. always always mismatched. are to beginnings,
beginnings towards I I my and am done thing, were continuously
divide am full What that What things things I symbol-grab, my
myself, I a singularity singularity singularity into I devour of I
into into everything likes is sim written. into cull have more
semblance dissolution, present. nothing time time and longing, are
explore endings There always always always mismatched. are to
beginnings, beginnings endings, don't am victim. not impresario
tricks thing a ... split writing of is not remains fall - do
across work. collapse turn a singularity singularity singularity
into myself. I body edit, apart not nothing your what a has back
myself, you have the and were nothing of in foliage with there and
no There always always always mismatched. no find and to
developments, live a is have of mirrors dissembles. beginning
myself. abandon I reorganized, last is apart, things not the work.
collapse turn a singularity singularity a turn myself. I the not
fall but entanglement, past re-presented; I what I I but I mirrors
continuous been, is victim live new look, and find no mismatched.
always always always There no and there look, new anywhere of
nothing were and is would as recirculate churn has am what past
nothing not apart edit, the I myself. into singularity singularity
singularity a turn collapse work. across do things fall is not is
abandonment: and split ... a thing and impresario not There a
don't developments, to and find are mismatched. always always
always There endings and are with foliage in time, here, I
permanent semblance more have cull into been sim remains likes
cohesive, into into I body devour myself. into singularity
singularity singularity a turn myself, my symbol-grab, I - things
What will remains full am myself, ... there the with an would my I
I endings, beginnings beginnings, to are mismatched. always always
always There endings explore no longing, fecundity. but time now,
I what's the to seen, myself. what I of debris and everything
other others. land-grab, of myself, I into singularity singularity
singularity a I myself, of land-grab, others. other tawdry,
dislikes. debris abandonment. am I I constantly, say the what's I
now, is but fecundity. towards no explore endings There
mismatched. always always mismatched. are to beginnings,
beginnings towards I I my and am with thing, were continuously
divide am full What that What things things I symbol-grab, my
myself, I a singularity singularity singularity into I devour of I
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semblance dissolution, present. nothing time time and longing, are
and endings There always always always mismatched. are to
beginnings, beginnings endings, don't am victim. not impresario
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work. collapse turn a singularity singularity singularity into
myself. I body edit, apart not nothing your what a has churn
recirculate as have the and were nothing of in foliage with there
and no There always always always mismatched. no find and to
developments, live victim is have of mirrors dissembles. beginning
myself. abandon I reorganized, last is apart, fall not the work.
collapse turn a singularity singularity a turn myself. I the not
fall but entanglement, last re-presented; I what I I but I mirrors
continuous been, is victim live new look, and find no mismatched.
always always always There no and there look, new anywhere of
nothing were and is would as recirculate churn has am what your
nothing not apart edit, body I myself. into singularity
singularity singularity a turn collapse work. across do things
fall remains not is abandonment: and split ... a thing and
impresario not There a don't developments, to and find are
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the with an would my I I endings, beginnings beginnings, to are
mismatched. always always always There endings explore no longing,
fecundity. but is now, 0I recirculate myself, cull myself. divide
split churn back into what am writing and abandon has been
written. full of abandonment: a sim abandonment. What remains is
reorganized, re-presented; debris that will not last past your
likes dislikes. entanglement, nothing cohesive, everything tawdry,
things fall apart, but other - apart others. do edit, land-grab,
symbol-grab, across the body my work. devour collapse turn
singularity which death its aura, decay, corrosion, collapse. Of
all you one made from stars, created anything memories whose
circuits drives are always mismatched. There no endings to find
explore beginnings, there beginnings look, with longing, towards
endings, developments, new foliage fecundity. don't live anywhere
in time victim time, victim. here, now, would have been, were
present. an impresario continuous permanent dissolution, what's
done tricks mirrors semblance thing, thing dissembles. more say
beginning as seen, constantly, continuously ...

for Walter Benjamin




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