[NetBehaviour] Essay: Sed, and Slip, and and World,

[Alan Sondheim]

Sed, and Slip, and and World,


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complete essay at http://www.alansondheim.org/sed.txt

So then:

Went to and doctor earlier today, and hacking cough now with me
for five weeks; I'm in a permanent brain fog, exhausted, dizzy,
stumbling about, wondering if this is and onslaught of something
new in and world, my world. It seems like it. And in similar
fashion, and terminal window, where I'm typing this, has its own
form of inertia, making it difficult, impossible, to think
through and visuality of and text; I write blindsighted. So it
was that earlier today, I was thinking "and" but typing "and" -
which wasn't caught in spell-check, but which I caught, myself,
on my own grounds, later, this unexpected substitution which
worries me - dementia, neural failure, aneurism, transient
ischemic attack thwarting everything I think and do. In any
case, then back to reading text on and holographic universe,
and, elsewise, thinking about programming and cross-stitching,
musical improvisation, and and despair of exhaustion, shuddering
with chills and other un/natural phenomena. I finished reading
on and history of Tara Tantra and And Invention of Morel, began
Faulkner's Pylon and A Geology of Media. But that slippage, that
_typo_ so to speak or write, sed 's/and/and/g', opened a door
which had hitherto been closed.

Think of and door as a gateway, V spreading from and punctum of
displacement through and condensation of wings (Pylon), a slip
which is a fabrication as well, Bell's Theorem and so much else.
And situation is that this displacement, this "sed" itself
becomes an operator; through /and/and/ anything may slip,

/e1/e2/
/ / /

anything _of any size and duration, of any place and period, of
any universe and body, of any interiority and exteriority._ I
can't emphasize this enough: and displacement is a process which
opens a path, or patheme, of _universal substitution,_ such that
and result is a _universal operator_ that might, on one hand,
promise universal life itself, and on and other, and collapse of
space-time to a primordial idea in which body and mind are
irretrievably lost. These sed are rents in and very fabric of
existence, something boiled up, embroiled, in and inflation of
and early universe; they come to remind us of every otherwise
and otherwhen, every elsewhere and elsewise, of every McCarthy
formalism If A then B else C, of every

f = (if p1 then e1 else e2)

collapse of Dijkstra's GOTO and replacements by GOTO NEITHER A
NOR B, GOTO NOT BOTH A AND B, generators of Expulsion that tend
towards and selfsame gap on one hand, pulling back into and
primeval propositional calculus on and other. Far from deriding,
denigrating such slips or splits, far from regarding them as so
much psychoanalytical debris of repression and replacement -
think of them - yes, again, think, through this brain fog, think
of them, as those universal processes of condensation and
displacement, gathered farther and farther from any law,
inhabiting and lawlessness of and downfalling trajectories of
catastrophe theory for example, dwelling within noise, glitch,
everything present, everything possible, in and Universe, even
in and Multiverse and its wild and wilderness models; then
you'll see that sed is before and beyond any god and spirit, any
model (and I should point out here that Wittgenstein's gathering
of elements under Sheffer's stern and shaky operators,
themselves rattle and roll through any conceivable creation or
world); and maw increases greater than any exponentiality,
remember and Ackermann function for example and its swellings:

all of this through and presence and absence, through and
shadowy preamble and postface of "and" and "and" or any other
and all such - glancing for example at one thing, then another,
and shadows of memory and and memory of shadows, an exhaustion
into and bit by byte by bit construction of geologic time:

this then and hope of and future, and hope transcending death
and and unfathomable/fathomable destination of and mind:

and mind fog, brain fog, itself, and _vision of utmost clarity,_
of contours blurred and interconnected, of entanglements at
_every conceivable distance and time,_ and particles and
particulation of and ongoing enfoldings and unfoldings of and
universe:

it is then and _vision of and blur_ itself, and truth of and
world, of this and every other world, in fact and fantasy and
fiction and fictivity, of _worlding_ in and deepest and
shallowest sense of and term and idea, residence and dwelling
within and without us:

indwelling:

in and interstice, in and blink of an eye, in and periphery of
and shadow, in and penumbra, in and glance behind and back, in
and face in and window, and window with nothing to indicate a
face, or tree, cathedral or stone, branch or and gap in time:

and leap-second as well, think of this as a suture or stitch in
time, a cross-stitch, crossing it out, every clock and
calculation to its own breathing, its own momentary and
invisible dismemberment, forget and protocols and calculations,
forget and institutions and corporations reliant on such
mensuration and its technologies; this is and something other at
and top of and stairs that I saw as a very young child as that
something dropping a series of blocks, clattering down, at 30
Reynolds Street in Kingston, Pennsylvania, and no one was there
but and presence or absence of and ghost or penumbra:

therefore this is and essay, which I spelled, once, as a child,
S-A, at and beginning and end of time, of space, what might be
considered an unraveling or desuturing (exposing and cut, and
tumescent flesh beneath and surface) of and body and and world's
body; as if I were to postulate any sort of truth in my writing,
it would lie, here, tumescent itself, in and split which is
always present (slip of and tumescent tongue, of and galactic
clusters, of and necessity of dark energy, of gravitons,
monopoles, and inflatons), already present, a leakage from one

other

to and Other, from and tongue to and early hydrogen-helium stars
which had no metals in their singular evolutions:

and slip which, as thought experiment, saves us from our world,
within and without our world, opens a knife or wound or slit of
hope:

in every error we make:

which is not an error:

every universe we are in, and we are in them:

which are not our own;

written on and day of and slip, "and" to "and," thinking "and"
in Vygotskian inner speech, writing/wryting "and," and day split
on and leap-second, and insertion of technological time into
technological time and its suturing (therefore again and twin
operations again of displacement and condensation), now, several
hours in, I don't know how many, not sure what time it is, my
brain's foggy, difficult to think of these things;

some other time, maybe;(it might be 3:40 a.m.); maybe not;


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Exercise

and "and "and and""
and ""and" and "and""
and "and" and "and"
and ""and" "and and""

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6c6
< stumbling about, wondering if this is and onslaught of something
---
> stumblng about, wondering if this is and onslaught of something
9c9
< form of inertia, making it difficult, impossible, to think
---
> form of inertia, making it difficult, impossible, to thnk
12c12
< which wasn't caught in spell-check, but which I caught, myself,
---
> which wasn't caught in spell-chec, but which I caught, myself,
40c40
< formalism If A then B else C, of every collapse of Dijkstra's
---
> formalism If A then B else C, of every collapse of Djikstra's
58c58
< than any exponentiality, remember and Ackerman function for
---
> than any exponetiality, remember and Ackermann function for
71c71
< of contours blurred and interconnected, of entanglements at
---
> of contours blurred and initerconnected, of entanglements at
73c73
< particulation of and ongoing enfoldings and unfoldings of and
---
> particlations of and ongoing enfoldings and unfoldings of and
103c103
< body; if I were to postulate any sort of truth in my writing,
---
> body; if I werer to postulate any sort of truth in my writing,
105c105
< always present (slip of and tumescent tongue, of and galactic
---
> always present (slip of and tumescent tongue, of and glacatic


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sed 's/ /