[NetBehaviour] finding

[Alan Sondheim]

finding

the sound through dizziness, loss of concentration, fogginess,
forgetfulness, two banjo tunings played for the first time,
losing track, recapitulating, returning, transforming,
forgetting, refinding the transforming, fitting and retrofitting
the transforming, returning to forgotten beginnings, or
returning somewhere else, odd tunings leading the way, the first
slower, rougher, elegiac, the second smoother, exalting, faster,
fastest, defocused world, chills, shivering, confusion,
semiconscious, state of wanton speed, fuzziness, fugue state,
repeating, braiding the sound, sonic phrases, storehouses,
compartments, abandonments, maroonings, isolation chambers,
meandering, wayward stumbling, finding returning, finding chills
and wanton, finding sonic maroonings, finding meandering,
finding else, elsewise, elsewhere, elsewhen, fugue sound,
sheaves, body not in body, memory of some sound, somewhere,
somewhen, braiding

http://www.alansondheim.org/denv1551.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/finding1.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/finding2.mp3

this is the sound when i think of making music, that is not
music, that is sound that is the sound of thinking music making,
that is not thinking when the sound is good, that is dizziness,
falling down, lurching, that is the goodness of the sound