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[Alan Sondheim]

{{{ zazou20, my true symptoms )))


my true symptoms morse(figlet), ya

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s dit dit dit daw dit daw mptoms

My list of s dit dit dit daw dit daw mptoms etc. - Time: After
da dit dit dit daw dit daw time napping and waking up in the
morning. Sometimes the s dit dit dit daw dit daw mptoms wake me
as well (see below); then I can't get back to sleep easil dit
dit dit daw dit daw , if at all. The s dit dit dit daw dit daw
mptoms last an dit dit dit daw dit daw where from an hour to the
entire da dit dit dit daw dit daw . S dit dit dit daw dit daw
mptoms: These all occur together as a 'constellation' in a
sense: 1. I feel like I have a high fever, but m dit dit dit daw
dit daw actual temperature is low, usuall dit dit dit daw dit
daw at 97.3 or so. Signs of fever: Severe chills and shivering,
bad headaches (not migraine, but painful, usuall dit dit dit daw
dit daw but not alwa dit dit dit daw dit daw s on the right side
of m dit dit dit daw dit daw brain. Bad bod dit dit dit daw dit
daw aches, which aren't the same as, sa dit dit dit daw dit daw
, m dit dit dit daw dit daw lower back aches (which seem an
issue of age). 2. Real brain fog, unable to think clearl dit dit
dit daw dit daw ; this lasts as long as the s dit dit dit daw
dit daw mptoms do. Sometimes accompanied b dit dit dit daw dit
daw dizziness. 3. Feeling ph dit dit dit daw dit daw sicall dit
dit dit daw dit daw weak in general, as if I have a bad case of
the flu. 4. M dit dit dit daw dit daw lungs feel as if the dit
dit dit daw dit daw 're filled with fluid; I have trouble
breathing, m dit dit dit daw dit daw voice becomes extremel dit
dit dit daw dit daw hoarse, and I'm at times wheezing for
breath. Azure notes that this happens also when I'm sleeping; it
wakes her up. When I wake up, I'm gasping at times as well. This
doesn't depend on the seasons; it's dit dit dit daw dit daw ear
round. 5. Most but not all of this seems to be severe allergic
reactions, but fodmap and allergist pinpricks have turned up
nothing. The latter, as I mentioned, were strange - I had 40
pricks, onl dit dit dit daw dit daw 3 of them indicated
allergies (the usual ha dit dit dit daw dit daw fever) after 20
minutes - but then the next da dit dit dit daw dit daw and for
two weeks after I had violent and itching hives and the
pinpricks didn't go awa dit dit dit daw dit daw until about
three weeks or so. 6. All of this started when I was in Japan in
1997. I've been depressive all m dit dit dit daw dit daw life,
but not with this constellation - I don't believe this is the
result of depression. I should also note that I've been sleeping
much more during the da dit dit dit daw dit daw - m dit dit dit
daw dit daw sleep is much more broken than usual. 7. Generall
dit dit dit daw dit daw accompanied b dit dit dit daw dit daw
coughing and sometimes sneezing as well. 8. Again in general,
all of these s dit dit dit daw dit daw mptoms appear together
and disappear, over some hours or after a da dit dit dit daw dit
daw or so, together. 9. When we're awa dit dit dit daw dit daw ,
these s dit dit dit daw dit daw mptoms don't happen as frequentl
dit dit dit daw dit daw (but the dit dit dit daw dit daw do
happen); when the dit dit dit daw dit daw occur, the dit dit dit
daw dit daw often go awa dit dit dit daw dit daw faster. This
might be the result of me having to 'perform' for audiences or
collaborators. When we're here (or when I was in NY, one two
twice in Acadia as well), the dit dit dit daw dit daw 're much
more constant. I end up feeling absolutel dit dit dit daw dit
daw hopeless because I can't do an dit dit dit daw dit daw thing
when this hits; I just have to wait for it to end and that can
go over a da dit dit dit daw dit daw . 10. This might be
relevant or not, that m dit dit dit daw dit daw NYC doctor
believed that there might be an auto-immune d dit dit dit daw
dit daw sfunction at work, but the hospital was closed down and
we weren't able to pursue this. 11. One other 'strange' note -
when I was in Japan, I started having terrible problems
breathing and went to the hospital. Ever dit dit dit daw dit daw
thing said was in Japanese but I was told I had a collapsed
lung; I went back again, and the dit dit dit daw dit daw said
(again through a problematic interpreter) that the dit dit dit
daw dit daw had made a mistake in reading the xra dit dit dit
daw dit daw s. I've had xra dit dit dit daw dit daw s here which
were normal. 12. M dit dit dit daw dit daw mother died of cancer
that was ultimatel dit dit dit daw dit daw diagnosed as lung
cancer - I don't think that has an dit dit dit daw dit daw thing
to do with me, but thought I should mention it. Forgot to
mention, almost alwa dit dit dit daw dit daw s accompanied b dit
dit dit daw dit daw a bad sore throat and I feel as if I have a
high fever (as I pointed out, that's not the case; if an dit dit
dit daw dit daw thing, it's slightl dit dit dit daw dit daw
low).

s dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w mptoms

My list of s dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J|
| |  \\__,_|"w mptoms etc. - Time: After d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"
dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
time n"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"pping "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd
w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"king up in the morning. Sometimes the s
dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
mptoms w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ke me "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s well
(see below); then I c"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n't get b"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ck to sleep e"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"sil dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w , if
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll. The s dit dit
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w mptoms
l"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"st "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w where from
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n hour to the entire d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"
dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
. S dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w mptoms: These "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll occur together
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" 'constell"___\/_J|
| |  \\__,_|"tion' in "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" sense: 1. I feel like
I h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ve "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" high fever, but
m dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ctu"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l
temper"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ture is low, usu"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ll dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t 97.3 or so. Signs of fever:
Severe chills "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd shivering, b"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"d he"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ches
(not migr"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ine, but p"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"inful, usu"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w but not
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"lw"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w s on the
right side of m dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w br"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"in. B"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"d bod dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ches, which
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ren't the s"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"me
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s, s"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w , m dit dit
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w lower
b"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ck "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ches (which seem
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n issue of "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ge). 2.
Re"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l br"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"in fog,
un"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ble to think cle"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"rl
dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
; this l"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"sts "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s long
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s the s dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w mptoms do. Sometimes "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ccomp"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nied b dit dit dit d"___\/_J|
| |  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dizziness. 3. Feeling
ph dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w sic"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w we"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"k
in gener"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l, "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s if I
h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ve "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" b"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"d c"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"se of the flu. 4. M dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w lungs feel
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s if the dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w 're filled with fluid; I
h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ve trouble bre"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"thing,
m dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w voice becomes extremel dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w ho"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"rse, "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd I'm "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t
times wheezing for bre"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"th. Azure notes
th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t this h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ppens
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"lso when I'm sleeping; it w"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"kes her up. When I w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ke up, I'm
g"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"sping "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t times
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s well. This doesn't depend on the
se"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"sons; it's dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w e"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"r
round. 5. Most but not "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll of this seems to
be severe "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"llergic re"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ctions, but fodm"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"p "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"nd "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"llergist pinpricks h"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ve turned up nothing. The l"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"tter,
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s I mentioned, were str"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"nge - I h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"d 40 pricks, onl dit dit
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w 3 of
them indic"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ted "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"llergies
(the usu"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w fever)
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"fter 20 minutes - but then the next
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd for two weeks
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"fter I h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"d violent
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd itching hives "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd
the pinpricks didn't go "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|" dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w until "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"bout three weeks or so. 6.
All of this st"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"rted when I w"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"s in J"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"p"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n in
1997. I've been depressive "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll m dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w life, but
not with this constell"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"tion - I don't
believe this is the result of depression. I should "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"lso note th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t I've been sleeping
much more during the d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w - m dit dit
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w sleep is
much more broken th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n usu"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"l. 7. Gener"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ccomp"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nied b dit dit dit d"___\/_J|
| |  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w coughing "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"nd sometimes sneezing "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s well. 8.
Ag"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"in in gener"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l,
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ll of these s dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w mptoms "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ppe"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"r together "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"nd dis"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ppe"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"r,
over some hours or "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"fter "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|" d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w or so, together. 9. When
we're "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w , these s
dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
mptoms don't h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ppen "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s
frequentl dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w (but the dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w do h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ppen); when the
dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
occur, the dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w often go "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"
dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
f"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ster. This might be the result of me
h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ving to 'perform' for "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"udiences or coll"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"bor"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"tors. When we're here (or when I w"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"s in NY, one two twice in Ac"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"di"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s well),
the dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w 're much more const"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nt. I end up
feeling "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"bsolutel dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w hopeless bec"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"use I c"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n't do "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"n dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w thing when this hits; I just h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ve
to w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"it for it to end "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"nd th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t c"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n go
over "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w . 10. This
might be relev"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nt or not, th"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"t m dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J|
| |  \\__,_|"w NYC doctor believed th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t there
might be "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"uto-immune
d dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w sfunction "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t work, but the
hospit"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s closed down
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd we weren't "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ble to
pursue this. 11. One other 'str"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nge' note -
when I w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s in J"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"p"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n, I st"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"rted
h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ving terrible problems bre"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"thing "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd went to the
hospit"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l. Ever dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w thing s"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"id w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s in J"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"p"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nese but I w"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"s told I h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"d "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"
coll"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"psed lung; I went b"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ck "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"g"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"in,
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd the dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w s"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"id ("___\/_J|
| |  \\__,_|"g"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"in through "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|" problem"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"tic interpreter)
th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t the dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"d m"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"de "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" mist"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ke in
re"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ding the xr"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit
dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w s. I've
h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"d xr"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w s here which
were norm"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"l. 12. M dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w mother died of c"___\/_J|
| |  \\__,_|"ncer th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t w"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s
ultim"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"tel dit dit dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w di"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"gnosed "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s lung c"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"ncer - I don't think th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t
h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n dit dit dit
d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w thing to do
with me, but thought I should mention it. Forgot to mention,
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"lmost "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"lw"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|" dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w s "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ccomp"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nied
b dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit d"___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|"w "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|" b"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"d sore
thro"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t "___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"nd I feel
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s if I h"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"ve "___\/_J| |
|  \\__,_|" high fever ("___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"s I pointed out,
th"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"t's not the c"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"se; if
"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"n dit dit dit d"___\/_J| | |\\__,_|"w dit
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