[NetBehaviour] Annihilation Text +/- Rawrite

Alan Sondheim sondheim at panix.com
Sat Jul 6 04:14:14 CEST 2019



Annihilation Text +/- Rawrite


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At first I was trying to come to grips with violence
elsewhere; now I see the material below, in this altered
state, as a universal logic, perhaps everywhere that life
exists, that competition occurs in what might be called
the natural order of things. Appropriate changes made now,
thinking that the logic might even be the interiority of
the world, none other than. Edited and fragmentary:

Annihilation: to the Limit: Logic of Universal Terror

[for all]X{not X --> 0}
Therefore not X is taken to 0 (null set)
Therefore not X is always already processed to 0
Therefore not X is equivalent to 0
Therefore not x is identical to 0
Therefore X --> V (universal set)
Therefore X is always already processed to V
Therefore X is equivalent to V
Therefore X is identical to V

2. why are monothisists such bitter and miserable people?  john
galts cleansed every room, whispered into aphanisis "real face
to face" subjectivity; sweats, eye; siteless. "aphanisis "

This came on the heels of a first post I wrote thinking about
terror and the idea of exclusion - from for all x not x tends
towards zero - to x is identical with the universal set, not x is
identical with the null set. I'm playing off ideas of purity and
exclusion - the Pale, refugee camps, Kristeva's Powers of Horror,
Mary Douglas' Purity and Danger. that which is not for me, in
other words, is against me - must be annihilated, and annihilation
must be carried out to the limit - a move from 'sending' or
projecting not-x into the null set, to making it equivalent, to
making it identical - a movement maybe from epistemology to
ontology - the not-x become - _are_ - inherently non-being,
eliminated. -

              X doesn't equal not-X. The world divides and hardens
between X and not-X; it's a classical division so that the
intersection of X and not-X is the null set. What I'm trying to
present is the idea of an expulsion and an annihilation of what's
expelled. Terror demands purity with only believers; non-believers
are expelled or murdered. [Could you elaborate on the rest of your
post?] I'm trying to say then that the annihilation is that of the
Other - the Other isn't permitted to survive, and with the death
of the Other, the Other becomes identified with 0 and the name of
the Other ceases, Caesar's, to exist.

              because it's about terror and this is the second in
the series -

              trying to come to grips with annihilation when for
example beheading occurs, not only to foment terror, but as an
act of piety, as part of the natural order of things -

              in the above, a signal is sent, becomes furious,
begins to dissolve, the dance is violent and sexual like a
machine gun

              amounting to firing a gun but now up close, the
taste of the gristle, trophy of the severed head, or there were
hands chopped, eyes gouged

              at times anything that can be removed

              what does this, where is a response, what is this?

EXPANSION BY FORCE AND TERROR

FORCE = TERROR
WORD = NOTHING

or think of it like this:
for all X, not-X tends towards zero, not the null set
a move from set theory to simple arithmetic
whatever isn't x must be eliminated
numbers brought down until the slate is cleansed kill-delete
then not-X = 0, the epistemology is complete
and in the future not-X is identical with zero,
  history erased, ontology cleansed - fundamentals

Madness -

The World's Oratorio -

country anarchy had, madness setting in, elsewhere, destruction,
good it wasn't my own madness setting in, that it was elsewhere,
the destruction of the madness of the body::: genetic acid
redux; ontology and so much real existence:of madness of the
body::: genetic acid

any madness whatsoever, among those orderly and placid masses
that are lost as well; bytes are bedded in gone-worlds, madness;
pretend otherwise, you will see the dance and madness of the
Insomniac! Overfeed on hope and you'll sicken with madness.
truth lies in madness and depression in a concussion: sometimes
there is madness in contusion: what and clipped that monster
devouring all sentient beings, pure faith, the violence, the
more than one

    Jennifer:    The madness is upon us.
                 We will all be dying in the madness.
    Jennifer:    The madness is here.
                 Yay, though the madness is here,
(      the madness of the image
(      the madness of the light
(      madness of the image
(      madness of the light

madness of organs. the organist takes care of things. the
organist talking, no madness in the clinging world

atone being madnessmadnessmadness setq sadness madness can plan
moanly only lonely sigh alone atone for sore fleeing being
madnessmadnessmadness setq perverse madness truely really sigh
dismember remember more than can truely really sigh dismember
remember more than can setq sore sign madness badness sadness
sore sign perverse madnessmadnessmadness more than can
madnessmadnessmadness really setq crying madness reverse crying
madness perverse reverse crying madness perverse crying reverse
crying madness perverse setq crying crying madness crying dead t
madness crying madness t madness perverse nil madness crying
perverse t madnessmadnessmadness

I listened to crystal, worked on
I listened to crystal, worked on
(      the madness of the image
(      the madness of the light
(      madness of the image
(      madness of the light

regions near the borders, guardians

black death piston

]top-up marker.hand.piston.stylus bottom-down: marker hand
piston stylus the marker.hand.piston.stylus gap
marker.hand.piston.stylus of marker.hand.piston.stylus OPEN
marker.hand.piston.stylus SETS, marker.hand.piston.stylus
Sheffer-stroke marker.hand.piston.stylus dual
marker.hand.piston.stylus neither marker.hand.piston.stylus nor
marker.hand.piston.stylus B: marker.hand.piston.stylus broken
marker.hand.piston.stylus collection, marker.hand.piston.stylus
community, marker.hand.piston.stylus collectivity:] in
marker.hand.piston.stylus other marker.hand.piston.stylus words,
marker.hand.piston.stylus not marker.hand.piston.stylus top-down
marker.hand.piston.stylus bottom marker.hand.piston.stylus up,
marker.hand.piston.stylus re/covering marker.hand.piston.stylus
the marker.hand.piston.stylus material marker.hand.piston.stylus
via marker.hand.piston.stylus hierarchic,
marker.hand.piston.stylus

it's the year of no return, it's the year of black death, it's
the piston it's the year of no return, it's the year of black
death, it's the piston it's the year of no return, it's the year
of black death, it's the piston it's the year of no return, it's
the year of black death, it's the piston

dry country, desert, ruin, heat, tremble, to flee trembling, to
be engraved, carved, excrements, dung, to be searched, to be
searched out, to be afraid, to come with trepidation, to go with
trepidation, to to be anxious, burn, to be a station in the
wilderness, to become or be dry, to be stupified, to be dried,
to be devastated, to be desolate or waste, to destroy, to lay
waste, to lay waste, to destroy, to be desolated, destroyed

TERRORMACHINE, refuge, refugee

TERRORMACHINE i can't do this
it doesn't come out right comes out wrong
TERROR = perfect humanism
demarcation and classification of the world
if you're not part of the answer you're part of the problem
anyone can use the slogan TERROR = mathesis
TERROR = FACTORY
TERROR = MINE
TERROR = INSTANTANEOUS DELIVERY
TERROR = BITCOIN
TERROR = NEOLIBERALISM
TERROR = CLEAN AND PROPER BODY
i am an arm of the equation i can't do this
why are you not seeing new TERROR philosophy
there's none other = TERROR exists
too many endgames at play
too many games the war machine TERRORMACHINE is machine
is machine broken is perfect machine
art-philosophy machine sex machine i can't do this
i can't do this i just can't do this

TERROR keep on coming!
TERROR keep on coming!
TERROR keep on coming!

_the they._ _the they_ mask. _the they_ masquerade.
already forced into a vanishing of alterity. already _they_ won.
already he won. already leaders. already led.
the violence of _the they._ the violence of a leader.
_they_ buy us into _their_ myth. _they_ caress us.
_our_ myth. our triumphant leader.

language, flesh, death, or just for someone else's sake keep on
going, keep on living, keep on living, they keep on coming.
and inertia, behind it now, impetus, to keep on moving, as if
there are and with one hand and keep on breathing until they
pass because they have blind flutterings about the womb. it's
like this, they keep on flowing from the wounds so we can keep
on with this amazing lives just outside the window, blind
flutterings about the womb. you decide hope manage find some
peace doing it, keep on, keep on living. we've got that and they
keep on coming, keep on going, i'm afraid i have to keep on
living in this hated world - you'd have to keep on living, deal
with them - so they don't fall down, they keep on moving - so
you don't fall down, you keep on moving - blind flutterings
about the womb

he's going to keep on going, they keep on flowing from the
wounds so i hold on - all that remains imminent, perhaps less,
unresonant, so i keep on them, and those walls keep on crackling
and the light keeps coming through, than that which you've
already found, you have to keep on, keep on flowing from the
wounds you decide hope manage find some peace doing it, keep on
already across cliffs unafraid 2 fall & get up again and keep
on, they keep on coming, they keep on coming, _they_ keep on

LURE

.allure extasis

.dilatation or distension of a hollow organ
.allure of the organ lure of the hollow
'If it is red, fading from the left side, one has fallen
prey to [...] the religious protectors.'
'If the colour is dark, one has fallen prey especially
to [...] the Lord of Death.'

.the 'cutting of the rope' which links the earth to the sky
the moment of the cutting of the head lure of the cutting
lure of the crucifixion lure of nails and eyes
lure of sex lure of abjection lure of blood of bone

'If it is multicoloured and shining, one has fallen prey
to the numerous ghosts of death.'

.lure of paste compared to the flood of the out of doors, and so
is, which is always already will** Other always already a lure
are always already destabilized.** form of seduction, the lure.

.primary content the lure .that "_object a, lure or masquerade,
there's no return.

.transform - what is the lure of a sadism drawing
seductive, frther lure give do wil desre, rage back, beseeches
somethig lure \icandoit things things another is unholy
disapproval despair. somethig lure \icandoit ## fetishized from
emissions, a collapse a ter ter, that there i me|| it n . The
elder a lure y dy and aning a a f di ed by) the accumulati dy
and blivi t in wa . The elder a lure y f the b are b n b t in wa
. The elder a lure y teric, deliri f c cati t in wa u I +++

'If the upper part of the body is missing, he will die within
two months; if the lower part is missing, within a month.'

The End of the Tunnel. You will be Pure-Perfect and Ready for
any Emergency. There will be Emergency and you will be Ready.
For it.

...because of something emerging at the far end of the tunnel...
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins wounding himself, hes
...because of something emerging at the far end of the tunnel...
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins hurting himself, hes
...because of something emerging at the far end of the tunnel...
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins slashing himself, hes
...because of something emerging at the far end of the tunnel...
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins slicing himself, hes
...because of something emerging at the far end of the tunnel...
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins touching himself, hes
...because of something emerging at the far end of the tunnel...
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins smashing himself, hes
the end of the tunnel at his back has
the end of the tunnel at his back

negative theology

"The end approaches, now it's too late to tell the truth about
the apocalypse. But what are you doing, all of you will still
insist, to what ends do you want to come when you come to tell
us, here now, let's go, come, the apocalypse, it's finished, I
tell you this, that's what's happening."

Derrida, Of an Apocalyptic Tone Newly Adopted in Philosophy, in
Derrida and Negative Theology, ed. Coward and Fosbay, 1992

damnation

We're screwed to the wall.

We're screwed to history.
We're screwed to the hole of history.
We're screwed to the differend.
We're differend-drills.
We're screwed to the differend-drills.

death of representation

i'm sick of pictures.
i can't make more pictures.
everything i touch dies. i touch myself.
i can't make more pictures of myself.
i was embedded in machinery and i'm not embedded in machinery.
i look in the machinery of a mirror and my bones fall off.
my bones fall off before i'm robbed of them.
before i'm robbed of neoliberalism.
before late capitalism's stolen from me.
before i plead guilty for being alive.
i plead guilty! i am still alive!

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