[NetBehaviour] absolutely about death

Annie Abrahams bram.org at gmail.com
Fri Jun 26 10:00:08 CEST 2020


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On Fri, Jun 26, 2020 at 1:27 AM Alan Sondheim <sondheim at panix.com> wrote:

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> absolutely about death
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> "if your goal is to live, you'll never know when you've lost;
> if your goal is to die, you'll never know when you've won."
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> http://www.alansondheim.org/return.jpg
> http://www.alansondheim.org/returned.jpg
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> Thu Jun 25 00:34:50 EDT 2020 the sso unutterable inconceivable
> none. the dead lamp deadlamp is the sun would you know.
> inconceivable molcular formations in a billion years. invisible
> to everyone. i weep by the shores only now. now. now. Thu Jun 25
> 00:46:12 EDT 2020 Thu Jun 25 00:47:12 EDT 2020
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> Thu Jun 25 00:34:50 EDT 2020
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> falling apart. there are these odd spaces here, the blues. desire
> dies when the body does. other bodies come close come close pick up
> body carry it to them dissolves redbrown liquid clear fluid pastel.
> Thu Jun 25 00:36:13 EDT 2020 chosen as if something has fallen.
> there's nothing there, what falls is gravity. do you understand?
> what falls is gravity. Thu Jun 25 00:36:56 EDT 2020 your posture
> becomes you for a moment that you have always already forgotten.
> bones and shards, red dust, murksex dried semen or blood pooled
> somewhere a castle singson the plateaus, serrations. uncomfortable
> as if no place to sit or stand or die. you ONLY WRYTE about death
> when you're alive, she said. you don't even do that then when. Thu
> Jun 25 00:38:55 EDT 2020 discomfort for a moment then i'm gone.
> nothing remains. my last sight of you. you will move on, see other
> things. i will see nothing. not even absence. i cannot imagine
> this. sometimes i turn to him or her to say something whisper
> speak. sometimes i collapse pray for death. not this half life. not
> that half death something complete. then i think: to be alive is to
> be completely. in and out top to bottom left to right south to
> north. what more or less Thu Jun 25 00:40:51 EDT 2020 i cannot
> write death when i have not experienced death. i cannot experience
> death and return for welcome news. no news is sorrow news. no news
> is always already gone, seeps inside of one like a virus telling
> less than clock time. Thu Jun 25 00:42:00 EDT 2020 i cannot stand
> this now, only later will you remember this. Thu Jun 25 00:42:15
> EDT 2020
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> my tears are soldered to my body Thu Jun 25 00:43:18 EDT 2020
> returned as gift for you. the now. no, the Thu Jun 25 00:44:51 EDT
> 2020 now Thu Jun 25 00:47:19 EDT 2020 Thu Jun 25 00:47:19 EDT 2020
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