[NetBehaviour] erhu satori

[Alan Sondheim]

erhu satori

http://www.alansondheim.org/erhusatori.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/erhupumporgan.jpg

immediately before the erhu became somewhat untunable. reading
more on the Holocaust at Dachau and wonder: if the stories I read
which were literally the worst are indicative of the true-real
conditions of being human, something activated under certain
circumstances, or are they anomalies as might be the conditions.
but then i think: too many participants in arenas which were
free-for-all. i am left speechless, writerless. i make music:
that's another thing. that's a _thing._ i am a _thing_ with us.
and we should never ever approach those conditions again. but
then, in _this_ world, are we not. and now, not tunable. now, not
yet. and now perhaps not anomalies at all. i could not finish the
account. satori thinks me. there is that as well.