[NetBehaviour] From Ground zero (second version): unreadable

[Alan Sondheim]

>From Ground zero (second version): unreadable

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"In your world, reading is an act of suicide, I refuse to
participate in such dirt where nothing is said but ugly
stylistics that infuriate me. Reading and writing are not
only dirty in your world, but dirt, garbage, technological
ruin. You have nothing to off, you never have had anything
to offer, I say hello, I say goodbye. And not a Sirrah in
your world."

Yes, you're right, this is a melange, debris, not even the
work of debris, apropos of empty ideas, sterility; I can't
begin to debate this. I create fury and anger for the
reader to be sure. I give nothing in return. It's violent
and selfish on my part. It's a defense against saying
anything at all. You've known this all along. You've found
me out. After more than eleven thousand files at the site,
there's nothing more I can do. Did I already say that? Do
I take up space? I go from hunter to shunted, from
discover to coverer, from explorer to deplorable. No word
is an occasion, no sentence a gift. I took Ground zero
(second version) and ground it into an alphabetic raster
for nothing left to do. It doesn't even make sense. If you
write a paper that contributes to the greater good of any
reader or create an interactive work of literature that
enthralls and extends knowledge and pleases you have gone
farther than I could have ever hoped to. Surely. For me,
I abjure absolutely nothing, certainly nothing acceptable.
And my world writing is wrong for years, yet yourself,
you mark me zero, put in zoo.

the disorganized reader

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acceptable across activity activity is necessary for
survival. Poaching will be long gone - adaptation addition
address adds adds to the mess. affairs after again against
air all already already debris. The ground does not
suffer: the suffering of the always among an and and prey,
herd and cull, grain and territory. animals annihilated
announced another answer any apart apocalypse apocalypse;
humans have read the trails, walked and traced them,
apocalyptic apocalyptic." For this condition, this
state-of-affairs, this de appearing are are not
contaminated by humans - both within the artificial, and
arms around artificial as astronomically astronomically
many more - things that can "go wrong" - and any at
attractor auschwitz ax background banking banks bases
basis be bear because become becomes been begin begin
otherwise - with Holocaust, with disappearance. This needs
beginning beginning, from the beginning of organism. Every
organism has cu behaviors beings believe best beyond
beyond reach, the distance of a troubling absolute. I
believe on billion biome biomes black blurring bonobo both
break broken budget but by bypasses call calling calling,
kill or culling. Ground zero is the table-tabulation of
can catastrophe catastrophic chance changes characterized
characterized by the _trail_; the trail crosses the
ground; the charnel ciudad climate closer coastal
coastlines collapse comes coming compete competition
concern conclusion conclusion, but a technology gone wild,
infected, infecting. condition confluence confluence of
inscriptions, spatio-temporal strata, cross-purpos
consider construct contaminated contestation contestation
of trail and table. continues continues in yet other
forms. This bypasses, not only doing, but continuous
continuous maintenance. It is a strange attractor of
finance; wi corridor couple create create vast changes in
biomes themselves. Gasoline replacement c cried criminal
cross crosses crying cull culling culture cultures dark
data dawn dawns day dead dealing death debris decomposes
decreases decreasing defined denuded depleting depth
derails desire desired detritus develop development
devolving disappear disappearance disappeared disappears
disrupted disrupted as well, are broken - and a single
break results in pe distance distinction divested
divisibility dna do does doing dominion dominion, the
distinction that makes a distinction: live and dea done
done?' - to which there is no answer. Ground zero - not
the Grou down dusk ecological ecological niches.
Competition continues on a planet of rapidly ecologically
effluvia eliminate emission enclaves enclaving
encompassing encompassing everything - where we are
inmates and guards, where end energy enough environment
environmentalists erases erases traces, derails trails. It
is never so simple as inscript established ethos ethos
implied. even ever every everything everything goes right,
good things happen - but there are many m example example
of the "fragility of good things" in catastrophe theory
exchange exist expected experience explosion exponentially
exponentially. extent extinction extinctions extinctions -
but on ground zero, on table-tabulations - from th fact
fails falls falters far farmed faster fecund field fill
finance fit flattened flattening fold for for a moment,
put yourself in the position of a polar bear, or b for
gang/terror networking. The simplicity and spread of
nuclear for generalists - species, themselves, that might
be in trouble foregone forever forms fossil fossil record
is the miniscule surface of the world appearing as
fragility fresh fresh water and fossil fuels are at a
premium, and replacement f from fuels functional
functional enclaving. The world has become a mobius-strip
Auschw fundamental further further, that we are dealing
with organisms divested of spatial future future perhaps
other technologies. The point is this: these line gang
gasoline generalist generalists geopolit given go goes
gone good goodness grain greater ground ground is always
already charnel-hus; ground is always killing-f ground is
replete, fecund, historic; history is flattened; groun
ground is, this is time now, this is space there. ground,
part-objects of plants, animals, organic debris; ground
guards hand happen harboring has have herd here hills
historic histories history history of the process of
tabling: the recognition, not of the W hold holocaust hope
horizon horror housing how human humans hunter hunting hus
i ical ical one. The only solutions may well be enclaves,
data-bases, D if ii iii image implied implosion implosion,
population explosion. in incoherent incoherent - an
environment that changes faster than adaptation, increases
indicate inert infected infecting information ingless
ingless term, when histories are absorbed and annihilated.
inherent inheres inmates inscription inscriptions
insufficient insufficient to abjure the doing, as in the
notion there can be internet into inundated irreplaceable
irreplaceable biome, and the biome is gone forever. It's a
no-wi is is all we can hope for. is simply coming into
greater view. The issue is a fundamental g isn issue issue
is "management" or "wildlife corridor" or "dark matter" or
it its itself juarez kill killing land languaging last
last of the them disappears. late later learned left level
lineage lineages lip literally little live locally long
looms looms closer, as if the apocalyptic announced
itself. loss loss. Kill the zoo, kill the species. Develop
a plot of land har lost lyric maintenance makes man
management many matter may mean means megafauna ment ment
and harboring. The violence of writing is here within
table mess metaphor midst might miniscule mobius moment
money money, the budget of organism falls apart. It is
susceptible to more most move museum must mystified
natural nature nature of extinction. The horror inheres to
flattening, to trail necessary needs neighborhoods
networking never new niches night ning ning an established
fact. no no outside. The image itself - the reality of
this metaphor - is not not an addition, not techne, not
technology. As population incre nothing notion now nuclear
obdurate obdurate, inert, among and within the trail. The
ground trails t objects of of data, the blurring of data:
all this construct of the human u of ground zero, but here
there is no divisibility; one fails and of its loss
inherent within the Wild. Which isn't to say a foreg of
the ground - which does not suffer - our suffering is the
tab often omenologically omenologically, if there is any
hope - not of transformation - b on once one only only on
the horizon, but the reality of its referent is upon us.
operated or organic organism organisms other otherwise our
our suffering: the ground is contaminated with our
suffering. ously ously, the "safe" internet, will exist
locally at best, most pro out outside parallels parks part
parts peak perhaps permanent permanently permanently
eliminate the catastrophic peak of "goodness." In th phen
placed planet plants plot poach poaching poetry poetry,
perhaps no poetry, after the Holocaust, that other holoc
point polar politically politics politics, to a world with
rapidly decreasing resources. The Wild pollution
population position premium present pressure pretend prey
price price - again, of ecological niches, cultures, even
an acceptabl probably process projects punishable
purposeless put quality quality level. Couple this with
population pressure (we're not y question question becomes
"how are we with apocalypse"; "how are we among rampage
rapidly re reach read reality recognition record referent
refers regions regions within hunting or poaching are
punishable by death. This reification relinquish remains
remains, what is never ruptured: ground zero - one might
say the remeasurement remnant remnant parks and
"wildernesses" on a planet experience an infor replacement
replete requires resources resources. There _is_ an end in
sight, as variety ultimately dec results return return to
and from the Wild, when the "natural" becomes a litera
return, all dawns are ruptured. The day is ruptured by the
night reveal rhino rhino, or bonobo: Consider these, as
well, crying apocalyptic, u right romanticized
romanticized, farmed-out, mystified; the sublime itself is
the W ruptured s safe safe - but one victory of
development, and everything is lost. T say scythe second
seems seen seen against this background. The Wild and its
species have disa selection selection" or even "selection"
given the fold-catastrophic (re: sense service shall sight
simple simplicity simply single sintering situation
skittering slaughtered so solutions something space
spatial spatio species species compete with one another,
construct new strategies, fill spew spread standard start
state still stone story strange strata strategies strategy
strip sublime subsequent substance suffer suffering
suffers sundered sundered to the extent that human
languaging and culture have op surface survival
susceptible t table tabled tabling tabulation tabulation,
the sintering of ground zero, the remeasurement of t
tabulation, the unknown, unaccounted, unaccountable,
unaccounted tabulations techne technological technologies
technology temporal temporal history. There are no
neighborhoods, no learned behavio tenu term territory
terror text text or voice, more than lip service. It's
useless to pretend th than that that may yet reveal
another dawn in the midst of dusk. One might the the
future collapse of culture world-wide as pollution and
clima the lineage of organisms translated to the lineage
of human bein the technological, on the subsequent
extinctions, on the devolvi the trail trails the ground.
them themselves theory there these things think thinking
this thom through through the _trajectory of the hand-ax_
- from stone through rei time to to ax, from ax through
exchange to ax. The trajectory refers to today too too
little too late. It is the best chance there is. It does
not tool trace traced traces trail trails trajectory
transformation translated travel trouble troubling
ultimately unaccountable unaccounted understood understood
and understood absolutely: that the Wild has always b
unknown until upon us used useless variety vast version
victory view violence voice walked was water we well what
what shall one do now? The question parallels standard
'what is when where which which means the cultures of
these species have disappeared - whi why wide wild
wildernesses wildlife will will be nothing left to poach
(I think of the denuded hills arou win with with the
other. within without woman world writing wrong years yet
yourself zero zoo

(On "the slow session meditation on always waiting" yesterday, forgot to 
include:

ZADL:

Azure Carter, song
Edward Schneider, alto saxophone
Rachel Rosenkrantz, bass
Alan Sondheim, instruments

- Apologies -