[NetBehaviour] Attestation: Thinking the Period of Inser(r)sections

[Alan Sondheim]

Attestation: Thinking the Period of Inser(r)sections

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I'm sitting here wondering whether this is This were a moment to
take or to pause and to look at what's going on around us I
wonder how far we would get and thinking through what is
occurring elsewhere in the world and who's at fault going to
take or not. Take it doesn't seem it's going to take it all. It
doesn't look like voice. does seem to take into And how does one
assign fault how can fault be assigned when what is occurring is
absolute terror absolute annihilation on all sides . It is not a
question at this point about who is to blame, it is a question
of what can be done so that people can live in peace everywhere
at least for a little bit of the time we have left.  account
everything that I'm writing and how I'm writing. It period when
I'm worried about is the way that I am having gaps. Excuse me,
excuse me, excuse me, excuse me. Excuse me, the way I'm having
gaps in the day that I cannot account for period The gap was
usually just a few seconds or a minute. But I'm wondering if
this has to do with the decay of plaques I am a selfish person,
I am an inconceivably selfish person I don't know how to respond
and I want to do something that would make a difference. But all
I can do is defer that making a difference. Going back to some
antiquated version of deconstruction that no longer holds
anywhere at all.  or the presence of plax in my brain, which is
something that has never occurred before, but might be the
result of COVID period. I'm searching for answers and I have a
great deal of fear period part of this is due to the conflict
now going on It's no longer what can be done or what is there to
do but it is what can be transmitted and what can be received.
How we can transmit or receive anything in this situation which
is occluded by so many violent and the absolute ideologies
everywhere.  in the Middle East which I cannot get my head
around. There are too many elements in it too many things that I
believe in too many people that I believe in one way or another
and they all are in conflict with each other. Are they or are
they not. The mind is attempts to deal with these sorts of
contradictions and is falling far short of it period I have
friends everywhere, and Violent ideologies everywhere when the
temperature is rising across the entire planet when refugees are
becoming streams and rivers from one or another country to
another country or dispersions everywhere. What can be done when
populations are going beyond the carrying capacity of local
communities of governments of the world as a whole period what
can be done when for example annihilation is always already to
the limit.  this kind of thing is destructive period it doesn't
take much for the mind to destroy the mind period. I wonder if
I'm lying to myself. I'm not just forced to alling yet another
piece of music or another ragged video tape that I would do
period I find my mind is extraordinarily CLEAR in terms of
philosophical Questions to the extent that I've ever been able
to inhabit those realms PERIOD but now things seem Different
PERIOD Now things seem as It's as if nothing can be done not
that there is nothing to be done but nothing can be done. We are
surrounded by the brackets in our lives that we ourselves have
created. We are surrounded by occlusions by travesties by
railroad tracks going nowhere. We are living in the midst of the
debris of that civilization which we alone have created we are
living in the midst in other words of our own debris it's just
that our own debris.  if none of that matters anymore period but
I do know it matters period I know I'll go on period I will go
on by Golly. I will go on period I will go on forever period!!!
I will sign out now leave you with the ruins. The ruins of
our culture and what can be said and what can't be said. What
can be said is what I said decades and decades ago and I attest
to now ;: annihilation to the limit. That is what there is
that's what can be said until the limit is reached and we are
already surpassing our own expectations in that regard.  Thank
you period.  Tap to Pause. Subjunctive.

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