[NetBehaviour] UNSUDDEN SADNESS AND SUDDEN ENERGY

[Alan Sondheim]

UNSUDDEN SADNESS AND SUDDEN ENERGY

Covid Breathing

https://youtu.be/B0rATNtjrrk video

So then, after another sleepless night, I was up constantly running to the
bathroom, constantly, falling over myself. Constantly exhausting, constantly
having chills and to flu on top of everything else and constantly having a fever
and not being sure even where I was.  That then today constantly not trying to
recover last night. Because I don't know last night. I don't know it as an
event. I don't know what is a boundary. I don't know what is anything. It just
happened over a period of time like a cloud that settled and set or transformed
or.  If it wasn't for her, I'm hoping explain what was happening. It would have
been no explanation at all period This goes nowhere and I feel. I'm losing the
track of my theoretical work of my photographic work on my video work of my
language oriented work. Of my programming work. Everything gets into a mess by
the time, it's 4 or 5 in the morning, and I haven't been sleeping and I'm
exhausted and constantly running back-and-forth into the bathroom. And
constantly complaining about myself to myself to the point where there's no
place to stand period I know a lot of you out there also go for the same thing.
And I don't know how you handle this period I can't handle this period for some
reason. How do I think load was a completely different period so I'm working
from what I consider not a sick bed but a sick environment period an environment
of ill literature period I'm not sure where to take that. I'm waiting for the
couple books to come out. Or at least one book to come out and another to be
back in the work again period if these don't happen, I don't know what I'll do
period they were written in calmer times period at this point all I can do is
create what I consider repetitive dysfunctions period no, not that repetitive
disjunctions.  Period the language keeps slipping away from a and the theory
modifies itself into something else as if there was a friend of since there was
a fence that was halfway closed. Separating 1 bit of pestilence from another for
no particular reason and the tumbleweed pays no attention at all.