[NetBehaviour] Too close to the other which is me

[Alan Sondheim]

Too close to the other which is me

This is the closeness of your other

Wed Mar 27 14:23:38 EDT 2024

writing with closed eyes, always elsewhere, where are you we
they them day night up downthis arm moves towards an other arm,
i think therefore i am not, i am knot , i am knotted , is that
always the case like the world, the world case knotted,
exhausted?Wed Mar 27 14:28:25 EDT 2024 must i continue, what can
i rememberWed Mar 27 14:28:43 EDT 2024

This is the distance of your new Clar

Wed Mar 27 14:23:38 EDT 2024

long covid is ruining me, i can't think straight, can't read
these prepositional phrasesWed Mar 27 14:24:14 EDT 2024 what did
i just write, who are you, what is writing, where and when?Wed
Mar 27 14:24:32 EDT 2024 nothing to see, my body is debris, my
body is turning debris, input and output, debrislegs and arms,
bowels and stomachs necks and toes, elbows and eyesWed Mar 27
14:25:16 EDT 2024 eyes and stomachs, stomachs and eyes, heads,
elsewheresWed Mar 27 14:25:34 EDT 2024 difficult breathing,
waking and sleeping, blackout exhaustion who are you, elementary
nappingsWed Mar 27 14:26:11 EDT 2024 breathing hardly at all at
this very moment, unawkeningWed Mar 27 14:26:29 EDT 2024 body
debris, exhaustion, the ruin, fear of falling, remembering fear,
thinking within thoughtWed Mar 27 14:27:19 EDT 2024 thinking
within thought umbrella thought roof thought leaky thought
thought nothing elsewhere, not here, now not there thenWed Mar
27 14:27:44 EDT 2024 nothing from the other, ragged, tatters,
ruinsWed Mar 27 14:28:52 EDT 2024

Wed Mar 27 14:28:53 EDT 2024