[NetBehaviour] Damnation

[Alan Sondheim]

Damnation

We are we are, we are becoming a stage. A place a field whose boundaries
are no longer recognized, whose boundaries are seeping across the world,
of a stage or a place of exhaustion of exhaust, a place to which there is
no recourse, A place of incipient and inherent violence, a place that does
not recognize itself except for the spread of boundaries, as if there were
rivulets across other spaces. Other places that remain unnamed period we
are a space with a name period we are a space with thunder Imperial.  That
will have.

No other names before us period we seek oil and gas. We see drilling. We
see violence, we the triumph of Trump, the triumph. Of that which no
longer can be named period the name of the state is the state of the name
period we wake up in absolute despair period America is violent. To the
core period is built on from the very beginning accumulation.
Accumulation period I'm not saying anything. We don't know in our hearts.
No, take that out. I'm not saying anything we don't know. No way. Wait a
minute, we do know I'm. I'm not no one is speaking this period no 1 is
speaking anything period it is vile period It is vile period it's an
occupies a land of oil and coal and grease and a history of slavery and
violence and totalization and genocide period we take pride, no, wait.
Wait, wait a minute, I'm backup period accumulation in a hearts period did
I say that? Yes, I did period Accumulation of this is the stage. This is
the formation of the state period.  No wait comma this is nonsense period
this is This is.
A state period where hold on wait. This is the state were this is the
accumulation. This is the accumulation of accumulation period I'm
coughing. Now I'm looking around with the boundaries here. There is
nothing there is no. This is beginning to sound like high school period
it's beginning to sound like me in high school period I hate myself period
I hate myself for falling down the will of believing that this could be
something different something otherwise period this.  It's never otherwise
period this is the same old story period can the government know wait, can
the people wait? Is there a people? Is there a government? This is not the
government. By the people, this is a Government of this is a government
governing the people change government to governing everywhere through
this and then no period then who isn't who is in charge period I don't
know who's in charge period it's like my body now. With the sickness
period I can't get away from my body period I'm sure I won't live to see
the end of this period I'm sure now. None of us. I'm sure none of us will
period cough. Cough cough cough cough cough. Wait just a minute period
creation is always a question not of doing, but avoiding period where we
this is yeah, creation is not doing, but waiting waiting is waiting for
the creation. When equation is in when the creation is activated, there is
no doing. When one is doing there is no creation period Cough cough cough
golf golf golf cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough
cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough
cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough
Alan Sondheim

(this is what's been going on for almost three years now, i'm grateful I
keep working, no idea what the outcome, waiting for the disease to end, as
a friend says to me, goddamnit.)

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