[NetBehaviour] Mirror System
Zak Qlikman
gishel.sim at gmail.com
Wed Jan 15 11:34:46 CET 2025
Infinite stretch walls of reflective panels extend in every possible
direction, creating a labyrinth of kaleidoscopes. In the center of that
glittering space stands a visitor-an augmented consciousness made of neural
echoes and biomechanical precision. This body is liquid, a scintillating
intermix of light and matter, changing in rhythm with each heartbeat, if
such an idea still makes sense in this place.
Behold, the Infinitum Chamber, a great neural interface where visitors open
up their own broken psyches. The Chamber has been by the Collective for one
purpose only; it is the embodiment of the Mirror Dichotomy, in which one's
sense of self is ripped apart into layers of perception, reflection, and
external projection. The chamber reacts to the thoughts of the visitor,
drawing abstract thoughts into terrifyingly, brutally therein-homicidal
visions.
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The Awakening
They keep getting more distorted along with their movement. And yes, they
turn into figures—their own figures, but different too. One of them
whispers in a sweet voice:
"I am Je: the naked self, the real one, unvarnished and undefined. Do you
know me?"
The second answers, almost breathlessly:
"And I am Moi, the observed self, its display meant for the gaze of other
people. Both of us are you—and neither."
The figures swirl around the visitor, their movements in sync but subtly
disharmonized. Overall, it is just enough to flare the neural network as it
processes the meaning. The Mirror Dichotomy now begins to unravel their
perception of oneness.
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The Rift
In the instant the room tears into two dimensions, to the left shines a
bright cascade of images-the visitor as they imagined themself, whole,
invulnerable, without fear. To the right, darker shapes seem to come
forth-shadows of doubt, factional writers in the entanglement.
This dissonance is just too much. The visitor stretches to join the two
halves. In doing so, however, another shape begins to coalesce: the Other,
composite of all those judgments from outside that the visitor has
internalized. The voice is a chaos of criticism and desire:
"You want a wholeness, yet you despise it. You see yourself in me, yet you
reject my gaze. What are you without my reflection?"
The chamber shakes, walls breaking. The visitor falls to the floor,
understanding that the identity has itself degenerated into a never-ending
negotiation between these mirrored forces.
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Resolution
As tumult explodes within the system, it causes the visitor to spring to
life as cadres of code animate. Establishment floodlights go on and dark
curtains open. In the darkness remains only a solitary mirror, no light
from behind it, and no sound coming through. The visitor doesn't try to
clasp it out; s/he reaches it out to recognize it.
"I am both the image and the viewer," the visitor murmurs, a note of
steadiness in their voice. "A mosaic of contradictions."
'The chamber melts as it opens to infinity; one can see a few stars in the
visibility of the darkness. The visitor is now weightless and cleansed of
the burdensome necessity of self-definition. Rather, defying the fact of
being, they float within the infinite.
The Collective views the visitor’s neural data. The experiment is a
success: it manifested the Infinitum Chamber where identity is established
as a continually inseparable interplay rather than a fixed construct. There
is no solution in the mirrored labyrinth-dance between reflection and
reality.
But the visitor, drifting further from the confines of the chamber, loses
interest in the Collective's analysis. For the first time, they simply are.
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http://thevisitors.jeron.org/
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