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[Alan Sondheim]

I'm leaning forward into the abyss, as I try to dictate while holding the
phone at an angle a couple feet away from me. So I can reach the power
supply, which is down in the on the floor and at the same time, I'm
wondering why that is not enough for a theme which I've described before,
in a sense of umbilicals.  In other words, things fast into other things
which provide power. And at the same time, work in a kind of editorial or
operative mode period so that should do period now when I look at  What's
happening elsewhere and watching the world heat up? And there's no room for
literature or only perhaps poor literature or the literature of placards or
the literature of distributions of literature someone is coming tomorrow
and someone will be leaving the next day and someone will be coming to the
league next day and someone will be coming tomorrow and someone will be
leaving period  Period perhaps study above, perhaps none of the above
period when I\n Say period that doesn't mean to speak period but it means
to put an end to the sentence period  But it does.\n N't work. So, in fact,
I'm whirling around constantly amid texts that say nothing are useless, but
curling on themselves like orboros in Blake, which I keep referencing and
for good reasons period Blake is William Blake.  Period now that we've got
that straightened out, we can move on, but not tonight periodC300 Uxbridge
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I'm 83 now and I don't know how much longer I'm going to live and I notice
that some of my organs are failing and I don't know whether this is
permanent or temporary meaningful or meaningless period I don't know how to
behave.  Period I don't know how to behave as an older person, but I do
know how to behave as a younger person and it's jarring the 2 collide with
each other slide against each other, creating a murderous heat as one goes
in 1 direction, the other goes in the other, and there's nothing. But Frick
period that's where I am and I don't want to stop now, I don't ever want to
stop now and I'm worried like hell that I will be stopped period that I
will be stopped not by my want or desires but by my body.  By the
catastrophe of age, by giving out everywhere by being out of breath by
being unable to sleep a good night by being unable to contact all my
friends and say hello, Goodbye, Goodbye, hello, all the time. None of this,
none of this, none of this at all period  Love.\n To Allen period love from
Alan
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