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[Annie Abrahams]

Love
Thats how it is Alan
We love
In the end we love
At least I hope so
Love
And
Pain
Of course
we love

Annie

Op di 26 mei 2026, 06:10 schreef Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour <
netbehaviour at lists.netbehaviour.org>:

>
> I'm leaning forward into the abyss, as I try to dictate while holding the
> phone at an angle a couple feet away from me. So I can reach the power
> supply, which is down in the on the floor and at the same time, I'm
> wondering why that is not enough for a theme which I've described before,
> in a sense of umbilicals.  In other words, things fast into other things
> which provide power. And at the same time, work in a kind of editorial or
> operative mode period so that should do period now when I look at  What's
> happening elsewhere and watching the world heat up? And there's no room for
> literature or only perhaps poor literature or the literature of placards or
> the literature of distributions of literature someone is coming tomorrow
> and someone will be leaving the next day and someone will be coming to the
> league next day and someone will be coming tomorrow and someone will be
> leaving period  Period perhaps study above, perhaps none of the above
> period when I\n Say period that doesn't mean to speak period but it means
> to put an end to the sentence period  But it does.\n N't work. So, in fact,
> I'm whirling around constantly amid texts that say nothing are useless, but
> curling on themselves like orboros in Blake, which I keep referencing and
> for good reasons period Blake is William Blake.  Period now that we've got
> that straightened out, we can move on, but not tonight periodC300 Uxbridge
> . Let 14th zero Oy yo Oy t 2 cd she r eggs age has finally ha ax ch t z ex
> g he d by a c ss egg g BC, agm Zhang
>
> I'm 83 now and I don't know how much longer I'm going to live and I notice
> that some of my organs are failing and I don't know whether this is
> permanent or temporary meaningful or meaningless period I don't know how to
> behave.  Period I don't know how to behave as an older person, but I do
> know how to behave as a younger person and it's jarring the 2 collide with
> each other slide against each other, creating a murderous heat as one goes
> in 1 direction, the other goes in the other, and there's nothing. But Frick
> period that's where I am and I don't want to stop now, I don't ever want to
> stop now and I'm worried like hell that I will be stopped period that I
> will be stopped not by my want or desires but by my body.  By the
> catastrophe of age, by giving out everywhere by being out of breath by
> being unable to sleep a good night by being unable to contact all my
> friends and say hello, Goodbye, Goodbye, hello, all the time. None of this,
> none of this, none of this at all period  Love.\n To Allen period love from
> Alan
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