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[Alan Sondheim]

of course agreed

On Thu, 28 May 2026, Annie Abrahams via NetBehaviour wrote:

> Date: Thu, 28 May 2026 10:46:47 +0200
> From: Annie Abrahams via NetBehaviour <netbehaviour at lists.netbehaviour.org>
> To: NetBehaviour for networked distributed creativity
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> Cc: Annie Abrahams <bram.org at gmail.com>, Wryting-l <list at wryting.org>
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> LoveThats how it is Alan
> We love
> In the end we love
> At least I hope so
> Love
> And
> Pain
> Of course
> we love
> 
> Annie
> 
> Op di 26 mei 2026, 06:10 schreef Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour
> <netbehaviour at lists.netbehaviour.org>:
> 
> I'm leaning forward into the abyss, as I try to dictate while holding
> the phone at an angle a couple feet away from me. So I can reach the
> power supply, which is down in the on the floor and at the same time,
> I'm wondering why that is not enough for a theme which I've described
> before, in a sense of umbilicals.  In other words, things fast into
> other things which provide power. And at the same time, work in a kind
> of editorial or operative mode period so that should do period now
> when I look at  What's happening elsewhere and watching the world heat
> up? And there's no room for literature or only perhaps poor literature
> or the literature of placards or the literature of distributions of
> literature someone is coming tomorrow and someone will be leaving the
> next day and someone will be coming to the league next day and someone
> will be coming tomorrow and someone will be leaving period  Period
> perhaps study above, perhaps none of the above period when I\n Say
> period that doesn't mean to speak period but it means to put an end to
> the sentence period  But it does.\n N't work. So, in fact, I'm
> whirling around constantly amid texts that say nothing are useless,
> but curling on themselves like orboros in Blake, which I keep
> referencing and for good reasons period Blake is William Blake. 
> Period now that we've got that straightened out, we can move on, but
> not tonight periodC300 Uxbridge . Let 14th zero Oy yo Oy t 2 cd she r
> eggs age has finally ha ax ch t z ex g he d by a c ss egg g BC, agm
> Zhang
> 
> I'm 83 now and I don't know how much longer I'm going to live and I
> notice that some of my organs are failing and I don't know whether
> this is permanent or temporary meaningful or meaningless period I
> don't know how to behave.  Period I don't know how to behave as an
> older person, but I do know how to behave as a younger person and it's
> jarring the 2 collide with each other slide against each other,
> creating a murderous heat as one goes in 1 direction, the other goes
> in the other, and there's nothing. But Frick period that's where I am
> and I don't want to stop now, I don't ever want to stop now and I'm
> worried like hell that I will be stopped period that I will be stopped
> not by my want or desires but by my body.  By the catastrophe of age,
> by giving out everywhere by being out of breath by being unable to
> sleep a good night by being unable to contact all my friends and say
> hello, Goodbye, Goodbye, hello, all the time. None of this, none of
> this, none of this at all period  Love.\n To Allen period love from
> Alan 
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